I want to learn new things. I want to be good at different kinds of music instruments also at different languages. I want to indulge myself to lot of things.
Biyernes, Marso 1, 2013
Insecurities
I feel like I wouldn't be able to cope up with this society anymore. I show them that I am not inferior. I can't.
But what should I do? I feel like if anyone will just look at me, I am about to cry.
This feeling that you must show your smile even you can't hold your tears anymore.
It's hard.
No one knows this feeling.
Even if they do, would they care?
Accept it. Unless you are in this position, you wouldn't really care.
I feel like I wouldn't be able to cope up with this society anymore. I show them that I am not inferior. I can't.
But what should I do? I feel like if anyone will just look at me, I am about to cry.
This feeling that you must show your smile even you can't hold your tears anymore.
It's hard.
No one knows this feeling.
Even if they do, would they care?
Accept it. Unless you are in this position, you wouldn't really care.
Biyernes, Pebrero 15, 2013
All For You
All for you
It’s already been a few days since you haven’t called
Do you know that it’s my birthday soon?
But time keeps ticking without concern
Because I was more worried than annoyed
I went to the entrance of your street without planning it
I didn’t think I’d see you but you greeted me with a smile
Actually, I worried about this a lot
Because I had nothing I could do for you
Even though I lack so much and I don’t have much
Will you still accept me?
For you, only for you
I might not be able to give you the whole world but
Now I will promise only to you
I will be a person who is only for you
It’s only for you just wanna be for you
You just need to stay by my side just as you are right now
Even if I’m born again, I want to look at only you forever
You don’t know but it was a bit hard for me
Am I the right person for you?
And even if I’m not the one but it’s another person
I want to throw away that feeling now
For you, only for you
I might not be able to give you the whole world but
Now I will promise only to you
I will be a person who is only for you
It’s only for you just wanna be for you
You just need to stay by my side just as you are right now
Even if I’m born again, I want to look at only you forever
(Love – in my small heart – oh love – I want to fill it up with your scent)
So even if I’m eternally trapped inside
I can be happy
For you, only for you
I might not be able to give you the whole world but
Now I will promise only to you
I will be a person who is only for you
It’s only for you
Oh oh it’s all for you
Romanized:
All for you ~
Beolsseo myeochiljjae jeonhwado eomneun neo
Eolma humyeon naui saengil iran geol aneunji
Nunchido eobsi siganeun jakkuman heulleogago
Nan miumboda geokjeongseureon mame
Mujakjeong chajagan neoui golmok eogwieseo
Saenggakji motan useumyeo bangineun neoreul bwasseo
Sasireun mallya na manhi gominhaesseo
Nege amugeotdo haejul su eomneungeol
Aju manhi mojarado gajin geot eobseodo
Ireon narado bada jullae
Neoreul wihaeseo neomaneul wihaeseo
Nan sesang modeun geol da angyeo jujineun motajiman
Nan neoegeman ije yaksokhalge
Ojik neoreul wihan naega doelge
Is only for you just wanna be for you
Neon geureoke jigeum moseup geudaero nae gyeote isseumyeon dwae
Nan dasi taeeonado yeongwonhi neoman barabolge
Neon moreujiman jogeumeun himdeureosseo
Nege eoullineun sarami nainji
Geugeon naega anirado dareun nugurado
Ijen geureon maeum beorillae
Neoreul wihaeseo neomaneul wihaeseo
Nan sesang modeun geol da angyeo jujineun motajiman
Nan neoegeman ije yaksokhalge
Ojik neoreul wihan naega doelge
Is only for you just wanna be for you
Neon geureoke jigeum moseup geudaero nae gyeote isseumyeon dwae
Nan dasi taeeonado yeongwonhi neoman barabolge
(love nae jageun mamsogeul oh love ne hyanggiro chaeullae)
Geu soge yeongwonhi gatyeo beorin dedo
Nan haengbok hal su itdorok
Neoreul wihaeseo neomaneul wihaeseo
Nan sesang modeun geol da angyeo jujineun motajiman
Nan neoegeman ije yaksokhalge
Ojik neoreul wihan naega doelge
Is only for you ~
Oh oh is all for you
Translation Credits: pop!gasa
Romanizations by: kpoplyrics.net
Romanizations by: kpoplyrics.net
Things I want to do if I had a lover
Romaji Lyric
Namjachinguga sengimyon hago shipdon il nomuna mana nan nul kumul guwoso
Chot bonje kilgorieso kisuhe bogi du bonje marya chunchonheng sebyok kicha
se bonje sopung gagi ne bonje dunge ophigi dasot bonje kopulingun kibon
boo boo boo jongmal dalkomhal koya
Chot bonje kilgorieso kisuhe bogi du bonje marya chunchonheng sebyok kicha
se bonje sopung gagi ne bonje dunge ophigi dasot bonje kopulingun kibon
boo boo boo jongmal dalkomhal koya
We iroke dugun dugun dugun dweni sengakman hedo
Han gajishik meil meil meil nowa da he bol koya
Nan nega iso haruga julgowo ijenun duriranun ge
Ne sojunghan no baby baby baby boo~
Han gajishik meil meil meil nowa da he bol koya
Nan nega iso haruga julgowo ijenun duriranun ge
Ne sojunghan no baby baby baby boo~
Yojachinguga sengimyon hago shipdon il negedo mana hangsang burowo heso
Yosot je shimyayonghwa ilkop je nolidongsando yodop bonje kamjak ibentudo
boo boo boo jongmal hengbokhal koya
Yosot je shimyayonghwa ilkop je nolidongsando yodop bonje kamjak ibentudo
boo boo boo jongmal hengbokhal koya
We iroke dugun dugun dugun dweni sengakman hedo
Han gakishik meil meil meil nowa da he bol koya
Nan nega iso haruga julgowo ijenun duriranun ge
Ne sojunghan no baby baby baby baby boo~
Han gakishik meil meil meil nowa da he bol koya
Nan nega iso haruga julgowo ijenun duriranun ge
Ne sojunghan no baby baby baby baby boo~
Honjayotdon sengiri haril opdon jumari
Irum butun nalduri ijen kidaryojwo
Irum butun nalduri ijen kidaryojwo
Duriraso chowa hamkeraso chowa
Odie inunji do muwol hadunji nowa
Odie inunji do muwol hadunji nowa
Na gu junge jeil jeil jeil hago shipdon han gaji
Nol saranghe gu mal gu mal gumal han bon marhe bonun il
Nol saranghe ku mal ku mal kumal han bon duro bonun il
Nege wa jwoso nomuna gomawo negyote nega inunge
Namane sarang baby baby baby baby boo
baby baby baby baby boo~
Nol saranghe gu mal gu mal gumal han bon marhe bonun il
Nol saranghe ku mal ku mal kumal han bon duro bonun il
Nege wa jwoso nomuna gomawo negyote nega inunge
Namane sarang baby baby baby baby boo
baby baby baby baby boo~
Translation Lyric
There are so many things I’ve wanted to do once I had a boyfriend, I’ve always dreamed
First, kissing on the street, second, you see, is a train to ChoonChun at dawn
Third, going on a picnic, fourth, getting a piggyback ride, fifth, couple rings are standard
boo boo boo it would be really sweet
First, kissing on the street, second, you see, is a train to ChoonChun at dawn
Third, going on a picnic, fourth, getting a piggyback ride, fifth, couple rings are standard
boo boo boo it would be really sweet
Why does my heart beat thump thump simply at the thought
I’m going to do each of things daily daily daily with you
My day is enjoyable because I have you, now that the two of us are together
My precious you, baby baby baby baby boo~
I’m going to do each of things daily daily daily with you
My day is enjoyable because I have you, now that the two of us are together
My precious you, baby baby baby baby boo~
There are so many things I’ve also wanted to do once I had a girlfriend, I’ve always been envious
Sixth, late night movie, seventh, amusement park too, eighth, surprise event too
boo boo boo, I would be really happy
Sixth, late night movie, seventh, amusement park too, eighth, surprise event too
boo boo boo, I would be really happy
Why does my heart beat thump thump simply at the thought
I’m going to do each of things daily daily daily with you
My day is enjoyable because I have you, now that the two of us are together
My precious you, baby baby baby baby boo~
I’m going to do each of things daily daily daily with you
My day is enjoyable because I have you, now that the two of us are together
My precious you, baby baby baby baby boo~
My once lonely birthdays, boring weekends
I now await labeled days
I now await labeled days
I like that it’s the two of us, I like that we’re together
Wherever I am, whatever I’m doing with you
Wherever I am, whatever I’m doing with you
The one thing I’ve wanted to do most most most out of those things
“I love you,” saying those words those words those words just once
“I love you,” hearing those words those words those words just once
Thank you so much for coming to me, you being by my side
My love, baby baby baby baby boo~
baby baby baby baby boo~
“I love you,” hearing those words those words those words just once
Thank you so much for coming to me, you being by my side
My love, baby baby baby baby boo~
baby baby baby baby boo~
source: makikawaii-jklyrics
Linggo, Pebrero 10, 2013
Today, I'm studying French and it makes me crazy. My goal now, is to be fluent in French.
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Sabado, Pebrero 2, 2013
Regret. Forget. MoveOn. Live
There is something that bothers me. The past. I don't want to regret it but... I am regretting it. I regret all the things I've done-- all the thoughts I've thought-- all the feelings I felt. I regret every minute of it. I regret liking him, being his friend... and falling unto him. I regret that I dropped my standards. Now? The feeling that I feel before meeting him suddenly came back. How? Why? Yoon Shi Yoon. He gave me this feeling back. He is making my life confused. I am really really falling unto Shi Yoon. You think it's a joke? Or a fandom? No. I really do like him. Not as an actor. As a man. I felt this with Chinen and Miura before.
Huwebes, Enero 24, 2013
I am serious.
When I say I love you, I am serious. Especially on a friend. I have lots of friends but I cherish few. I am not fond of putting all my efforts and trust for a friend but when I do, those are the people I don't want to lose.
It's not that I can't leave without them but with them, it would be happier. I rarely say I love you or I miss you. So when I say it, I really mean it. I don't just say it for fun or what. I am sweet yes. Especially when it comes to friends I really cherish. I am fond of hugging them, holding and clinging unto them.
I often miss my closest friends so badly. I often think of them. I talk about them to my other friends. I don't know if they are treating me as their best friend but as for me, they are more than that. I feel like they are my sisters and brothers.
People may not find me serious. They think that I'm always joking and I'm always being childish. Well, most of the time, especially whenever I'm with my friends, I find myself mischievous, but serious. I am serious about my affection to them.
It's not that I can't leave without them but with them, it would be happier. I rarely say I love you or I miss you. So when I say it, I really mean it. I don't just say it for fun or what. I am sweet yes. Especially when it comes to friends I really cherish. I am fond of hugging them, holding and clinging unto them.
I often miss my closest friends so badly. I often think of them. I talk about them to my other friends. I don't know if they are treating me as their best friend but as for me, they are more than that. I feel like they are my sisters and brothers.
People may not find me serious. They think that I'm always joking and I'm always being childish. Well, most of the time, especially whenever I'm with my friends, I find myself mischievous, but serious. I am serious about my affection to them.
Lunes, Enero 21, 2013
Today, I decided to do my best. Not to lose to myself. I don't want to lose. I don't want to feel defeated again.
Linggo, Enero 20, 2013
I miss my hair this long. ahaha.
Well, As of now, I'm not going to talk about my lovely hair. (What's with the lovely?) ahahha !
I decided to update more on my blog. I haven't done that since I made this blog and I am really sorry for my lovely blog. ahhaha. I want to see this blog more often.
I got my new hairstyle. Well, I cut it myself this last Monday. Nothing special. I always do this kind of thing. Whenever I see scissors, I unconsciously cut my hair. It's just below shoulder so it's not so short.
But I think maybe, this will be the beginning of the changes in my life. Yeah. I will change myself. Why? I want to prove something. I want to prove that I am not someone that others can just criticize or down.
I actually never intend to do something like this but then, last Friday, I told myself that I will make them regret the things that they did and told something bad about me.
But I think maybe, this will be the beginning of the changes in my life. Yeah. I will change myself. Why? I want to prove something. I want to prove that I am not someone that others can just criticize or down.
I actually never intend to do something like this but then, last Friday, I told myself that I will make them regret the things that they did and told something bad about me.
Biyernes, Enero 18, 2013
"Basta next time, pag magkaka crush ka dapat yung mas gwapo sakin o yung matatalo ako sa pagsolve ng mystery problems."
And that's it. We are back to being friends again. Forgot the past. Erase the awkwardness. Haha, we are talking about what happened so casually now. It's been a year and a half ! I want to thank him and apologize to him like what he did to me. I formally saying
Thank you and I am very sorry.
I have my own faults. I think you should put the blame on me for creating the awkwardness between us.
But as I said, before I saw someone with much higher standards than yours, I won't have a crush on someone again.
I feel okay now. After we settled it, now, I'm feeling great.
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