I want to learn new things. I want to be good at different kinds of music instruments also at different languages. I want to indulge myself to lot of things.

Insecurities


I feel like I wouldn't be able to cope up with this society anymore. I show them that I am not inferior. I can't.
But what should I do? I feel like if anyone will just look at me, I am about to cry.

This feeling that you must show your smile even you can't hold your tears anymore.
It's hard.
No one knows this feeling.
Even if they do, would they care?

Accept it. Unless you are in this position, you wouldn't really care.