"Basta next time, pag magkaka crush ka dapat yung mas gwapo sakin o yung matatalo ako sa pagsolve ng mystery problems."

And that's it. We are back to being friends again. Forgot the past. Erase the awkwardness. Haha, we are talking about what happened so casually now. It's been a year and a half !  I want to thank him and apologize to him like what he did to me. I formally saying

Thank you and I am very sorry.
I have my own faults. I think you should put the blame on me for creating the awkwardness between us.
But as I said, before I saw someone with much higher standards than yours, I won't have a crush on someone again.

I feel okay now. After we settled it, now, I'm feeling great.